Far and Away

Its been nearly a year and I still think of him. While I am greatly looking forward to meeting this person over the summer a few thoughts still exist in my mind.

Are what I dream and fantasize about going to materialise?
Is the situation going to be reversed?
Will it be met by a catatrophe?
Or worse, the whole plethora of passions are going to evaporate into a cloud of platonic smoke?

Dear me dear me dear me

Like a moth to a flame

My wings fly to the light
Then I saw the flames that blazed
I was going to the fire


I felt the blaze of fire
I was in the fire

I was playing with fire

Go Away

So you think no one is going to take me in or look at me? You look down on me and think I am the naive one.

HA!! Look who is talking here, the one making things difficult for me.

I think you will be pleasantly surprised by my abilities.

Go away and I don't care how much you mean well.

Pandora's Box.....continued

Y0u might have remembered a few entries with regard to a particular Pandora's Box that I was so eager to receive. I have since become the owner of it, but I am now learning the lesson that owning a Pandora's Box requires much effort. A Pandora Box only spills out what it think you are worthy of having, which means that you should place very carefully certain things you want to grow inside the box. This might reiterate the commom saying of "you reap what you sow". However this Pandora's Box might also be constantly telling me what I lack in my life, which is the whole point of it in the first place. The only difference is that this Pandora's Box does not give, it only teaches. It does not give me the fish I want, it tells me how to fish.