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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

A Prayer to God

Dear Heavenly Father,

God I give thanks that you granted me the chance the last time. Lord, You had answered my prayer that I had asked for. It was very small, and perhaps of no vested interest, or benefit to anyone other than myself. It had been a selfish request but you granted it to me. I would like to think that it made some effect in your grand plan, but I don't know. I first asked that I bid to you whatever you asked of me and I did. Lord, you granted that. I asked Lord that you let me go to the place I wanted at the last minute when neither time nor my authority was on my side. Lord you granted that.

Lord you granted me the chance to meet, see and help people who dedicated their blood, sweat and tears to something larger than their lives. While they toiled, I made less than their dedication and slipped under the radar. I felt guilty, I felt bad. Now Lord, if you think that it is fitting, I ask that you let me be in their shoes.

Lord, I humbly ask for your guidance. If this is what you approve and want me to embark upon, I pray that you give me the stamina, will and grace to see that it happens. If this is what you want me to do, I am your servant at call. I pray that you let my thoughts materialise into the actions that you see fit. I pray that you will lead me to find the people who will believe in my plans and who will work with me to create those plans. Though again I know that time is not on my side, I pray that you will grant me for the doors of access to be open in accordance with your calendar. You gave me the gift to see O God, now let me bring that gift back to you.

I pray that your plans dictate and lead the way with this.

In your son's name I pray.

Amen

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